Saturday, October 25, 2014

Day 25- Starting over


I've been through a little bit of a trial the past week, not feeling up to doing much but answering a few emails, sit and talk to my son, listen to an audio book... not doing much of anything other than sleeping at all... So, I have missed a whole week-plus of writing, and I feel really bad about that. I have several posts ready to go for several of the days, but I'm not sure whether I'll post them or not. Maybe after today, I'll decide if they are necessary.
I wanted to join in the 31 Days Writing Challenge to actually finish a full month, but... I now understand why it is so hard to write for me.  I have days that I am so full of information, so full of ideas, and so full of the want to write.. that I need to, but then there are days that I am just not able to do it. Until I am proficient enough to write without actually looking at what I am writing, when I am proficient enough to use a reader for what I have written, and when I am well enough to be able to sit and think... maybe I'll join again and finish a whole month.

I had a procedure a week ago last Monday that left me utterly unable to do much of anything, and I am now wondering if there is anything  I can relate to others that would help or educate or to make light of the situation I'm in, but I have decided not to visit it yet....